September 30, 2013
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What is the Opposite of Excitement?
Actually, I believe that the word I am looking for is not necessarily the ‘opposite’ of the definition of excitement, but rather an alternative meaning to the first-impression of the word. I bet you, ‘excitement’ can be applied to this feeling too. I shall describe it:
That feeling you get when something you dread is approaching and that dread is intensifying. Eventually, the anticipation of said event magnifies your distaste or your expectations such that even if the event itself is benign, whenever or whatever you hear or think about it furthers negative feelings.
I thought ‘ominous’, if ominous was a noun.
At this point, the only thing I have been doing is bitch though. And I can’t seem to un-think any of the things I have said or already have deduced. It’s one disappointing turn after another. Which is upsetting because I had started off really hopeful that things would be better by now.
Suppose you should never initiate anything with the expectations that things will change for the better. Best start with something you are already are enthusiastic about.
On a side note: I am a little selfish/disappointed in myself knowing I can actually make a list of things that are bothering me about my upcoming project. Only bitches make lists to justify their reasonings.
